Again

I've said it before, and I'll say it again, 'I really wish someone was interested in me.' The majority of the last decade has been spent alone. I've been 'friends with benefits' with Man A for the last few months. Now I'm starting to have feelings for said man. I think it's because, as previously mentioned, I haven't had a second look in almost a decade now. Because of this my friendship with Man A has been ruined. I told him and no surprise to me he doesn't have any feelings for me. I just wish I could be cryogenically frozen until the world has found me a mate because seriously, it hurts more and more each day.